damelo que quiero

i know blog, it has been a while. my apologies. twitter is much more convenient and i get to feel like i'm really friends w/ the jo bros, but i'm back. for good this time. i hope you can forgive me, after all, carrie forgave big.

the real reason for my return is the muy exciting trip i'm about to embark on ... MADRID! i leave for study abroad in españa in exactly one week. as i sat here and listened to the Juanes inspired station on pandora, i realized that thats like super duper soon. for the first time since i was accepted into the program, i can see past my all consuming anxieties and actually feel excited about whats about to happen.

i've made many many lists of things that have to get done, and things i have to buy, and people i have to write letters, and which cardigans i have to bring and the list of lists goes on and on.

i plan on using the next seven days to cram in play time with important people and to fully prepare myself for flying so when i pop a couple lorazepam before i board i can know everything is taken care of. more exciting updates to come i promise....

besos!
tay